Cheer up.. hehe

Rebif ® reactions are back

So basically I said a few weeks ago that I don't have side effects afters the injections. It was just for a week, unfortunately. All the three injections were from one cartridge of medicine. And it was the same week I had a relapse. So I havr many questions!!.

- Why didnt it work?
- Did the medicine go bad?
- Does the medicine have no effect during a relapse
- Why do I still have sideeffects from the injection? I have taken abt 40 injections so far.

Ok.. thats it.. TOODLES!. :-*

Weightloss

So for a few years I have beentrying to lose weight.. didnt really work.. for the past few months i have been  counting my calories.

I can announce that I have lost a total of 9.7 kgs or 21.38 lbs .. I am not going to say from what weight.. :-P but my goal weight is 70kg.. hopefully I will reach that soon..

It is quite hard now that I have MS.. I am scared to go to gym.. I used to go to gym before I gt diagnosed.

Hopefully I will lose the kilos throught counting calories and some moderate excercises.

Insomnia is a B*tch

Its 5:13 am and I am still awake.. i have heart pain and back pain and everything..

I dont think I will be able to sleep anymore..

Sleepness nights

So.. its 3:12 am.. and I am still not asleep. I have been in my bed simce last night 11 pm.. but I just cannot sleep..

I am so disturbed.. My arms are acheing, my back is feeling stiff, so ai can only lay on my back and not turn or be in my comfortable position, I feel sick, I see nightmare when I close my eyes.. I can hear my Dad snoring from my parents room.. etc etc..

I just went downstairs to take two paracetamols and apply some gel to my back and neck.. now I am back in bed. I still cannot sleep. I have to wake up at 8 to go to church as well..

I am trying to recite the rosary, but my back is causing distraction..

I hate insomnia.. :'(

Hands are numb again.. :'(

So basically since last week (after I mowed the lawn), my hands have been slightly numb, but no pins and needles.

Last night I was sleeping in constricted spacr and I woke up today with my hands a lot more numb and it is painful to touch them.

Also the "clothes-sliding-around" is also back.

Why is this happening even if I am regularly having Rebif® injections.

The nurse did say that it is not supposed to stop relapses completely, but to reduce the amount of symptoms that I will face.

Also I go back to Uni again on September (2013).

I am placing my trust in Jesus. Only God can help me.