So you probably read in About Me that I am from Kerala (South of India).I have some family left back there (I don't talk to my Dad's family..long story) and because we are abroad we go on holiday to meet them. The last time I went was on 2007. (Yeah, it's been a long time).
There is a personal reason that I don't go. My Parents and Brother go there almost every year, but I stay in London. (everyone go by themselves)
It was the first and last time, we ever went as a family, since we moved to England in 2005. and it didn't end well. And I don't want another trip like that.
So my Dad is going again on Tuesday, by himself of course. And before he go, he always create a fight in the family. and he don't talk to anyone when he leaves. I figured out why he does this after observing his trips by himself twice a year for a about 5 years.
If he fight with us, we will not call him or he will call us, so we will not know what he is up to. And I heard from people that he does some things really bad. and my Mum is aware of it as well. So it's not a secret!
My family is just giving me a lot of stress and I don't think they realise how much it is affecting me, especially when I have MS!.
Yeah I get the family thing, what THEY don't get is they are about 99 % of my stress, they do me way more harm then anything else in life, I mean, my brother jumped me while I could barely walk or even see. I mean blood everywhere and I was the one who got in trouble. Don't ask. Point is, they are the biggest hinderance to my health and I have to deal with it for now since I can't move out yet so yeah, I feel you, you have to do what is best for you and your health!
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