Leg Pain and Imbalance

I am in a lot of pain now. I just want to kill myself. My right leg has altered sensation. When I touch it with something cold (even changing clothes) gives me excruciating pain. it hurts like hell. It is also painful when  using toilet. ;'(

And since yesterday my both legs feel weak, like I have no muscles in them. I have so much trouble walking because I lose balance. I walked from Church to home and cried because of the pain and how weird my leg was. Please Lord, Please Please Please Help and Save me. I cannot Cope. :'(s

Optic Neuritis AGAIN :'(

Yes. I have Optic Neuritis again. It started yesterday morning while in train. Out of nowhere my right eye got weird. I thought it was the mascara on my eyelashes,

As the day went by, it cleared.

Today I woke up and I felt the weirdness again. its on the top part of my right eye as like in January this year. I have been wearing glasses all day, it seems to help ignore the blurness.

Also I had a flu jab today

BUT I AM SCARED. I do not know what caused this. I am crying and crying. I will not help with the ON, but I have no choice. I hate MS.

Please God, Help me. :'(